Tired Of Singing The Blues (2010, Unknown Session) - Lana Del Rey (拉娜·德雷)

You know sometimes I think

God is playing a little game with me

Looking down from heaven laughing

And trying to see how much I can take

Because the way things go it's like a joke

Nobody's had more shots at the moon and missed than me

It's like I got my life stuck stuck on rewind

Trying to make something of myself life's got something else in mind

I'm fighting a losing game and I'm biding my time

You won't be my man do I understand No stop

I don't wanna hear another word about your 'why not's'

I bought your bulls**t

All before now you trying to sell me more babe

Man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose

Sold my soul long ago nothing left to choose

I'm tired tired of singing the blues

I'm tired

I'm walking down the streets

You wouldn't know what I was thinking

It's just another white girl day hey ribbons in my hair

And I am sinking down

A double life a sordid past and I am drinking now

I want to be bad you say

You were glad to see me shut up

I don't wanna know another thing

You think you know about me

I'm not who you think I am smiling but I ain't happy

Man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose

Sold my soul long ago nothing I can choose

I'm tired tired of singing the blues

I'm tired

Oh I'm so far gone I can't turn off my mind

It's like a ticking time bomb

Trying to kill me from inside

Haunting day and night

Is there no remedy for memory

I've felt this way before

I've known the depths of utter desperation

My boyfriend says

I'm like an old movie star

With loneliness as my occupation

I know that he's right but I don't care tonight

I want to be bad

I want to be bad I can't stop

I keep running around

The same town knocking you down I'm f**ked

How can I get out

When there's nowhere to go for miles around

A man who makes a beast

Out of himself got nothing to lose

Sold my soul long ago nothing I can choose

I'm tired tired of singing the blues

I'm tired